Friday, February 13, 2009

Listen...

Sit down.
Listen to me.
Listen to the way
I shout and scream.
Take what I say
and let it sink deep.
My words are like bullets
so your heart might bleed.
I need you to feel
for just a lil' while
what for the past few months
kept my smile.
I love you, baby
but I'm in pain.
But I will say this
I'm making a change.
I strongly refuse
to let you take
my pride and dignity.
Fuck that mistake.
You hurt me, sweetie.
Shit, you hurt me bad
I walk around like I'm fine
but my heart is always sad.
The thoughts in my mind
they play back constantly.
Sometimes I don't wanna stay
but I don't wanna leave.
I want us to move on from it
but the past don't want me to.
Every time I think about it
I don't know what to do.
As long as you stay true
leaving is far from my mind.
But you have one last chance
Baby one last time.
One last chance to show me
your love for me is true.
One last chance to love me
like you say you always do.
All that we have planned
for our future can fall.
The marriage, the kids,
the business and all.
I want this to work.
I want you forever.
Will I let this shit continue?
Not at all. Never.
Forgiving is hard
Gaining trust is, too.
It'll take some time
but I need you.
Right now I don't like you
but the love's still here.
I'm not leaving
but don't lose fear.
Maybe fear will
help you stay true.
But stay true
because you want to.
One more chance girl
that's all you got.
You mean something to me
for me to give you this shot.
I want you to prove
that you're love is real...
That my heart wasn't a trophy
for what you can steal.
I love you, girl.
and it blows my mind.
If you love me too,
don't hurt me this time.


Idk if I'm done with this...but I wrote it on a man's perspective. Yea...girl's aren't the only ones in relationships that get hurt. I thought that I'd acknowledge that for a change.

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