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I cry every night 'cause of the pain I can't take.
I shake uncontrollably 'cause I've lost all my strength.
I walk all curvy 'cause I can't walk straight.
I wanna be happy, but I think it's too late.
I just wanna know, am I too late to be saved?
I've become so weak, I cant hold my own weight.
It's like I'm holding on to something not stable.
I wanna be what you want but I don't know if I'm able.
I look in the mirror and stare at the image
of someone who needs a life but don’t know how she’ll live it.
I take a deep breath and my chest gets tight.
I’m thinking what was I supposed to do with my life.
Every time I move, someone’s filled with disappointment.
There are scars on my heart ‘cause I never used ointment.
I really don’t know what to do this time.
I really feel like I may be losing my mind...